Who can you rely on - but a pet. Etsi means so much to me because she's made me step up and be a beast (in a good way). I feel she's giving me the strength to live and enjoy life. I say, "Etsi has to eat." - which means keep pushing but ye have faith. It seems like if all the pieces of the puzzle are falling into place. A change is a coming!!!! I had a dream of being pregnant but not for a child but for a new beginning. All of my animals where special in their own way and I would love to give thanks to each one of them because they kept me grounded.